1. 2d Design - Assignment 1 ( Unconventional Self-Portrait )

So fastttttt, holidays ended .. TT

Again, we had our first assignment brief through online..
It was an unconventional self-portraits. I was kind of surprised that for Assignment 1 topic was self-portrait again since we had done it for our first class of Principle Of Design (POD) class. Yet, this time it was kind of  different because it is more to focus on what are we faced that moment and how do we want to express ourselves. We are not required to put our face on but we do need to find or creat something that represent ourselves. 

It was kind of hard for the starting actually because topic was too wild and no any limitation. Yet soon, I did able to overcome it. I have used one whole week to think of what am I want to do. Headache at first..... But, end up I asked myself.. Why am I need to think so much ? What is the matter that blocking me up ? What am I facing ? What am I actually want ? So on ... 

I was and am a part timer now yet my family didn't know about it. This is a very fresh and new experience for me due to I have never work before. I have no Any experience on working outside.
The only one I could know was counting money.. This is because of I do always help my parents when I am in my hometown. I am now 19 years old. It is counted as late that out for working, which to face the actual world outside. I was kind of being counted as bully ? But people said it is a normal for and as a newbie. I was hurt, being scold within reason. Work with things that actually not included in my working area. 

I remember onetime was I actually accidentally open wrongly one of the cell phone due to have no enough deep into understanding. The price I told to the customer is actually cheaper than the actual price. One of my manger caught me and he just want to fool on me, yet I couldn't control myself and I just cried. Everyone shocked and some of my senior asked me to go and have a rest. Last, the customer bought the phone back even though that was not the model he wanted.. 

Therefore, for me, I feel that it is hard to earn money and there're lot of things to be learn. I was hurt , pain, cried, emotional, and so on.. Yet I am still strong .. I became stronger and stronger .. 

On the artwork bellow the human represent me. I went through lot of gloom and doom and instill survive. The neck I drew it longer than normal is because of it means jam trying to survive, to breath .. It just like am under the water and I didn't know how to swim. I wanted to get up .. Trying to save myself. I have no arm.. Which blocking me to save myself up. I the other way . It also means thatI been  hurt my others. I was fully injured in my portrait, yet instill could survive.

For the colour is actually the thing that so me. Which mean I am I positive thinker. Colorful is cheerful in the hardness. This also bring or lead me to heaven. I am happy. Enjoy every second even though it is hard. That is also the main key that lead me to be stronger than before.